Jesse First Time Masturbation on FTV

So I'm new to all this, but I call it my way of testing the waters and seeing if I'll like the whole adult thing. I started having sex late in my life, or what most people feel is rather late. I lost my virginity less than a year ago. I really enjoy it, and I really enjoy masturbating too. Funny that I figured out how to masturbate and orgasm from it after I lost my virginity. It sort of opened a pandora's box of things that I never thought I had in me. Like I always thought I would be a 'good girl' and stay away from sex until I have a serious relationship. I wasn't sexual at all and I didn't understand why it was such a big deal. Well thing's changed now, and here I am going all out on the internet! So I did like my experience, and I think I will be doing more adult modeling once I'm comfortable enough to try another shoot with some other stranger. I had some good referrals to this website so that's why I worked with ftv fir... (more)st. I live in San Diego, and my parents don't know about this, and I really don't plan on telling them. I know that they might find out one day, but hopefully it isn't for a long time. I'm part Irish and part Vietnamese, so if you're wondering about my Asian features now you know. I guess my breasts are big, I never thought of it that way but I like them and my nipples are sexually sensitive. I always play with them when I masturbate and I like it when a guy plays with them too. I've only had sex with 3 guys, one who was really big and two average ones. I'm very tight but I like the pressure feeling. Its true that I never used a vibrator toy in my life but also understand that I only started masturbating half a year ago. Fingers do it for me and since I can get off in a few minutes I never saw the need for a toy. I was also a bit afraid of them too. To tell you the truth I was so nervous about this shoot I didn't know how I'd react or if I could be able to masturbate or even come to orgasm. I guess I had masturbated enough in personal life that when I started rubbing with my fingers it all came back to me and the nervous feeling was gone. Well even more than that I think that having it being videotaped and knowing people will watch me turned me on more. The toy of course was great. I don't want to buy one for myself because I'd hate to have my parents find out. Also I think if I got used to something like that I'd spoil myself too much. So I loved the toy and it made me orgasm harder than when I used my fingers but I'll stay away from them. I had 3 orgasms on the couch and that totally exhausted me. My whole body tightens up and its almost like a physical exercise, even if I'm not really moving about. (less)